A written record of your own life can be surprising.
Reading back over my posts of the last four years reveals this movement that I did not realize had been so intentional. These desires I was having, moving to decisions made, causing tangible results. It's fascinating.
I wasn't happy with where I was so I made some changes - had some set backs - but ultimately landed (more or less) exactly where I wanted to be.
It's extremely reassuring. The only thing that hasn't really pieced together like I would have hoped is the relational side of things. But relationships aren't like careers and life moves. They tend to be much more finicky. Though I have improved by leaps and bounds.
It has taken time.
The first two years in Denver felt like a lifetime, and the last four (nearly) have felt like a blur.
It makes me all the more excited for what is to come. Between traveling, and relocating. I am curious to see when I will once again be looking back and reflecting on what I have accomplished. And at that time how far I will still feel from where I need to be.